hello. my name is patrick and sometimes it seems that i can’t get anything right. i am nineteen years old going on eighty. i am in love with a boy named matt. i am very wise. i am never wrong. i am going to ball state for journalism. i am in love with bright eyes and antony and the johnsons. i am infinite. i am diverse. i am unsure. i am confusing. i am true. i am unhappy. i am content. i am the princess. i am a fag. i am smart. i am stupid. i am skinny. i am recovering. i am worried. i am amazing. i am informed. i am liberal. i am knowledgable. i am quixotic. i am clueless. i am thoughtful. i am tactless. i am brutally honest. i am a literate. i am in love with candy darling. i am bright. i am cheerful. i am nothing. i am everything. i am genius. i am serious. i am heartbbreaking. i am still young. i am insane. i am profound. i am obvious. i am ignorant. i am human. i am comic. i am restless. i am sarcastic. i am ridiculous. i am witty. i am big. i am vivacious. i am tired. i am fearless. i am naked. i am proud. i am embarrassed. i am tormented. i am peaceful. i am forgetful. i am unforgetable. i am famous. i am no one. i am malnourished. i am mind blowing. i am strong. i am obsessive. i am dark. i am mysterious. i am sexual. i am virginal. i am pretty. i am homely. i am irreplacable. i am priceless. i am a catastrophe. i am sick. i am a bitch. i am understanding. i am cold. i am empathetic. i am heartless. i am sympathetic. i am disgusted. i am safe. i am unhealthy. i am spontaneous. i am greedy. i am giving. i am thankful. i am resentful. i am hostile. i am wishful. i am confused. i am sly. i am cunning. i am imaginative. i am shallow. i am superficial. i am deep. i am emotional. i am frigid. i am free. i am a mess. i am a designer. i am an artist. i am poor. i am extraordinary. i am relentless. i am willfull. i am headstrong. i am submissive. i am contradictory. i am plain. i am observant. i am hopeful. i am motivated. i am wistful. i am beautiful. i am faithful. i am selfish. i am questionable. i am cruel. i am crippled. i am a bird now.